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I feel like an update is required.
I have been a busy beaver. I have tried to make myself busy to fill in the empty hole of being a lonely graduate. I tried doing nothing for a day but found myself becoming rather bored and very depressed and emotional. I am a strange being indeed.
THings are beginning to go well for me these last couple of weeks. I have a job that pays the bills who are very flexible with my hours (hate the job however as it fails to forfill me in any way whatsoever). Managed, somehow to persuade some people to give me money to make a short documentary film on computer game addiction, which I shall be doing over this summer. Infact I have started it right away doing the research, searching for contributors etc. GOing to be a very difficult and very stressful experience with huge amounts of pressure being forced down upon me.
In other news, which is not quite so good, my mum is apparently suing my sister for rights to see her grandchildren. Very fucked up situation - certainly a Jerry Springer moment. I need to start building bridges - but, however, they keep falling apart.
Despite this I am happy to be me. No idea what's gonna happen in the future but I guess its kinda fun not knowing.
Bit of a crappy update - better get back to work. Its weird not doing a project with Alice.
I have been a busy beaver. I have tried to make myself busy to fill in the empty hole of being a lonely graduate. I tried doing nothing for a day but found myself becoming rather bored and very depressed and emotional. I am a strange being indeed.
THings are beginning to go well for me these last couple of weeks. I have a job that pays the bills who are very flexible with my hours (hate the job however as it fails to forfill me in any way whatsoever). Managed, somehow to persuade some people to give me money to make a short documentary film on computer game addiction, which I shall be doing over this summer. Infact I have started it right away doing the research, searching for contributors etc. GOing to be a very difficult and very stressful experience with huge amounts of pressure being forced down upon me.
In other news, which is not quite so good, my mum is apparently suing my sister for rights to see her grandchildren. Very fucked up situation - certainly a Jerry Springer moment. I need to start building bridges - but, however, they keep falling apart.
Despite this I am happy to be me. No idea what's gonna happen in the future but I guess its kinda fun not knowing.
Bit of a crappy update - better get back to work. Its weird not doing a project with Alice.