May 27, 2005 09:28
ok so today i go to town to buy new black shoes for the wedding and hand in ye olded DVD to the Warren meister for his approval.
These last couple of days I have been rather sad. THe only way i can really explain it is post university blues...i feel kinda lost in a very large maze with no hope at getting out...I guess that its not having a job and no money and nothing to do during my days. I even consider last night joing the RAF if nothing happened in a couple of weeks. Pretty pathetic. But...i guess its early days yet. GOing to write and send lots and lots of letters off to production companys in the North East....I am actually beggining to regret getting a house up here for 6 months but its done now and there is no changing that.
I really need to sort myself out before it destroys me and my relationship...but like i said its probably just post university blues and will hopefully pass. Hopefully.