May 18, 2005 20:01
well well well.....guess who has returned???? Yes indeed it is me smiling wider and further than ever. I guess the smiles have come because I am reaching the end of my university course (2 days) and i am very very very optimistic2 about my future (hence the name). I signed today for a new house for another 6 months in ye olde Middlesbrough and I have some possible jobs in the pipeline (ballbags crossed - sorry alice) that I would very much like to get.
Sadness does not really come into it but however I will be quite sad to say bye bye to the group i have worked with for the year...that I feel would be able to do amazing things if they all decided they wanted to...but no no no they have to up it to London where they will probably be more successful, happier and content for the rest of thier lives.
My life feels different and I just cannot explain why. Its weird. No more education...just me and my own thoughts...fucking hell.
Help me.......