I've learned something...
I'm inlove with --- love.
yet,
I'm terrified of it.
===okay, seriously. i get to this point with someone, and i shut down. why is it so hard for me to believe that not every guy is like that? that maybe, just maybe this one is different from him. Why am I still having a hard time with this?!
--I hate what he did to me.
I wish i could just forget it all.
forget him
&
stop being so scared to fall again.
-i really like this guy. a lot. i don't know, maybe i'm just jumping in waaaay over my head, but who cares? For the first time.. in a longtime, i have a ... connection with this guy. && i love that!
...but why does it frighten me so...?
yet,
I'm terrified of it.
===okay, seriously. i get to this point with someone, and i shut down. why is it so hard for me to believe that not every guy is like that? that maybe, just maybe this one is different from him. Why am I still having a hard time with this?!
--I hate what he did to me.
I wish i could just forget it all.
forget him
&
stop being so scared to fall again.
-i really like this guy. a lot. i don't know, maybe i'm just jumping in waaaay over my head, but who cares? For the first time.. in a longtime, i have a ... connection with this guy. && i love that!
...but why does it frighten me so...?