it's been a while huh
i just don't know what to say here anymore. there's so much going on. but honestly, theres just one thing i want to concentrate on.
my career.
don't ask me as what. i have my mom saying do whatever, my dad saying lawyer. what do i want? i want the spotlight. i want to do the acting thing. try telling that to your parents who are spening 40k a year on your education though...
..and i'd give it up too. i'd giv eup BC for acting. But it's a risk.
My friend Brian has been an extra on Ed and is doing that right now. I don't really get it. I've been wanting this since I was little an I've gone nowhere. My parents don't support it, and maybe hat's why..but I'm 18 now. Maybe i can try? There's just the money factor...ehhhh.
I have to start somewhere and I have two weeks before I go back to school. There's stuff in NY and Nj but how easy is it to find anything in Boston???! I am so clueless on the acting scene there. Esp. because I'm not into theater stuff.
And then there's the singing thing. I can do it, but who knows. I want the spotlight now. I want the red carpet I want the fans. I want someone to play me in fake LJ. Sigh.
this is such an obnoxious entry but whatever. it's my journal right?
my career.
don't ask me as what. i have my mom saying do whatever, my dad saying lawyer. what do i want? i want the spotlight. i want to do the acting thing. try telling that to your parents who are spening 40k a year on your education though...
..and i'd give it up too. i'd giv eup BC for acting. But it's a risk.
My friend Brian has been an extra on Ed and is doing that right now. I don't really get it. I've been wanting this since I was little an I've gone nowhere. My parents don't support it, and maybe hat's why..but I'm 18 now. Maybe i can try? There's just the money factor...ehhhh.
I have to start somewhere and I have two weeks before I go back to school. There's stuff in NY and Nj but how easy is it to find anything in Boston???! I am so clueless on the acting scene there. Esp. because I'm not into theater stuff.
And then there's the singing thing. I can do it, but who knows. I want the spotlight now. I want the red carpet I want the fans. I want someone to play me in fake LJ. Sigh.
this is such an obnoxious entry but whatever. it's my journal right?