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Things.
I have a subconjunctival hemorrhage in my eyeball.
Lapis Lazuli is now beginning to take effect.
I am full of sugar weight. I hate holiday sweets.
Altogether I made $1585 in profit this month.
I am grocery shopping again, slowly but surely.
I was very used to eating out because of a dirty kitchen and Rada's influence.
Luckily this month it has been quite easy for me to begin breaking the bad habits of mine he perpetuated.
Large scale life-purges are so much better than those on the material plane! Especially when they are people with negative energies. I see so much about myself right now that is to only be shown within the confines of exciting, go-getter, creative people.
I've had two people ask me if they could be my kiss on New Year's Eve. I don't think I want a kiss, actually. I'm kind of digging the feeling of not wanting anyone touching me for a few weeks. Of course, the one year I'm disinterested I have boys actually asking me beforehand. What is this, prom? Ugh, why did I let myself become so insecure with my last relationship? I forgot, I'm not that person, it's merely a reaction to asshole behavior. The guys I've had run-ins with lately have proven to me just how backwards I was last year - how displaced my affections were. I guess what Emil said was right - the relationship with Daniel wasn't intense enough for me to learn what I had to from it. Hence, my involvement with Rada months later. Something in me needed it to get that bad so I could open my eyes, finally. It's good being able to see. Real good. I've been officially pranked by life, but in a good way. Steer clear of the boys who go on and on about what it means to be "a real man" - they know nothing of the sort! I can't believe I fell into the same exact trap twice in a row! Like I said, lesson learned.
The past few days I've worked largely alone in the store. It's been nice, playing around with jewelry and playing dress-up and dancing and singing to the music. Now that Christmas has left, the customers are gone and I'm just busy with inventory clean up. My favorite thing to do - organize!
Sharks vs. Blackhawks tonight. Going to the pool hall with people to cheer on the rivals, of course. Haven't been there in a week, which is weird for me these days.
I have a subconjunctival hemorrhage in my eyeball.
Lapis Lazuli is now beginning to take effect.
I am full of sugar weight. I hate holiday sweets.
Altogether I made $1585 in profit this month.
I am grocery shopping again, slowly but surely.
I was very used to eating out because of a dirty kitchen and Rada's influence.
Luckily this month it has been quite easy for me to begin breaking the bad habits of mine he perpetuated.
Large scale life-purges are so much better than those on the material plane! Especially when they are people with negative energies. I see so much about myself right now that is to only be shown within the confines of exciting, go-getter, creative people.
I've had two people ask me if they could be my kiss on New Year's Eve. I don't think I want a kiss, actually. I'm kind of digging the feeling of not wanting anyone touching me for a few weeks. Of course, the one year I'm disinterested I have boys actually asking me beforehand. What is this, prom? Ugh, why did I let myself become so insecure with my last relationship? I forgot, I'm not that person, it's merely a reaction to asshole behavior. The guys I've had run-ins with lately have proven to me just how backwards I was last year - how displaced my affections were. I guess what Emil said was right - the relationship with Daniel wasn't intense enough for me to learn what I had to from it. Hence, my involvement with Rada months later. Something in me needed it to get that bad so I could open my eyes, finally. It's good being able to see. Real good. I've been officially pranked by life, but in a good way. Steer clear of the boys who go on and on about what it means to be "a real man" - they know nothing of the sort! I can't believe I fell into the same exact trap twice in a row! Like I said, lesson learned.
The past few days I've worked largely alone in the store. It's been nice, playing around with jewelry and playing dress-up and dancing and singing to the music. Now that Christmas has left, the customers are gone and I'm just busy with inventory clean up. My favorite thing to do - organize!
Sharks vs. Blackhawks tonight. Going to the pool hall with people to cheer on the rivals, of course. Haven't been there in a week, which is weird for me these days.