Sep 17, 2007 17:35
Britany broke up with me.
she...she says she doesn't love me like that anymore.... even after just two days ago telling me she loved me...I don't want it to be true, it hurts so much... Like something inside me was shattered and everything that reminds me of her digs the shards deeper and harder into me...i know I've complained so much about her, but I still love her no matter what... I just can't stop...I don't want to stop... Everything I did, all my hopes, my dreams, all included her... I didn't care about the future before she came, didn't care about how I looked or anything... and I helped her, saved her from her depression... but now she's ending our bond, and it hurts more than getting a tooth pulled... I can't move on so quick as her, I just can't... I don't know when or if or anything... I just feel so sad....