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I'm ready to move now.
I've never wanted to live here in the towers. And 24,000 dollars later, I really wish I didn't.
I feel as though my parents wasted so much money. And its not like I asked them to do it. I begged them to let me live somewhere else...some place cheaper, some place where I could be alone...I don't get why they don't see I'm not like my sisters.
I have an urge to be alone. I'm much more responsible than them...I would like to be rewarded for the things I do, but I feel like I'm being punished.
I want to finish school. But instead I'm being put to work, and being told to do it myself. So I am. But...I just wish my family gave me the same options they gave my sisters. I wish they could see my gratitude towards them...
But. I feel so neglected. So, I in turn neglect them. Its a vicious cycle.
Sigh. August. And life will be better.
I swear.
I've never wanted to live here in the towers. And 24,000 dollars later, I really wish I didn't.
I feel as though my parents wasted so much money. And its not like I asked them to do it. I begged them to let me live somewhere else...some place cheaper, some place where I could be alone...I don't get why they don't see I'm not like my sisters.
I have an urge to be alone. I'm much more responsible than them...I would like to be rewarded for the things I do, but I feel like I'm being punished.
I want to finish school. But instead I'm being put to work, and being told to do it myself. So I am. But...I just wish my family gave me the same options they gave my sisters. I wish they could see my gratitude towards them...
But. I feel so neglected. So, I in turn neglect them. Its a vicious cycle.
Sigh. August. And life will be better.
I swear.