So.
Christmas shopping yesterday. Boo boo boo. I went to Macy's because i heard the New Years Ball was there till the 10th. I got my moms gift. And a pic of the ball.
It was pretty cool. So shinny. :D So i bought some Godiva chocolate for myself. Love love their truffles. Mmm. So, the only people left on my list is My Dad and Peter. Why are guys so hard? Im prob gonna shell out 200 bucks and put them in cards for them. I really cant think of anything else. Really. But that'll make me feel so shitty. I want to get them something that theyd really like. Also, i saw Santa walking down the street. It was kinda...weird. Things like that make this city bearable.
But yeah, Schools getting me stressed. Im writing a paper right now that was due yesterday. Im not ever writting it. I hate History so much. :( Gotta go to work later. Im so sad though. I just talked to Keyre and shes going and getting together with a bunch of people. I want to go so bad. Unfortunately I cant. I really hate life. Its so packed with surviving that i cant chill anymore. Everything i want to do cant fit into my sechedual. Its really annoying. Like i want to join the swim club at my school. Cant becasue i spend that time working. I want to chill with Keyre but even though we dont live that far, it is far. I wish I had a car. Lived where everyone i loved was a 5 minute drive away. I just. Ugh.
Lmao. Keyre told me she didnt know i had feelings. Its funny that i give that vibe off. Because its usually true.
Anyway.
Had a tooth removed.
For some reason i really miss...certain people. They used to make me laugh so much. i miss laughing. I havent seriously laughed in a while. All the people I have been seeing lately are...not serious, but they arent funny either. I just need a drink. Like. Bad.