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[opps_oh_fuck]

so shitty - wrote it today, and havent made any changes since.

Controlled me completely
The need was so strong
Fulfil my addition
No matter how wrong
My hands would be shaking
I’d be in tears
A life lacking choices
Avoiding my fears
Dominating my thoughts
Killing my heart
An unhealthy addition
Right from the start
Now gone cold turkey
Giving up on this game
But the symptoms are there
I still feel same
You offer your help
But there’s nothing to do
Can you not see?
I’m addicted to you