Haven't written in a while.
Things have been difficult lately. I moved to Decatur with my boyfriend after my mother and I got evicted from our apartment.
I was staying at his mom's house until we had to move out to his grandmother's in order to help her when she broke both her legs. AND his stepfather was getting annoyed with both of us there...but... Joe decided to go back into Decatur and leave me here, because...LET'S FACE IT. I have nothing else as important, right??
So, I'm living with my boyfriend's grandmother, working 24/7 for her while she's unable to do stuff for herself, but I feel thoroughly alone.
I barely talk to any of my friends anymore. In fact, I really only have Sunny, which I love her, but I barely even talk to her..I'm starting to..more.
My boyfriend is just acting weird. Or I feel like he is. I hate that he doesn't like talking on the phone ever! And he just seems distant. I don't know...maybe we did move too fast and now he's just trying to slow things down and I'm freaking out because it's changing. I hate relationships sometimes, seriously.
I haven't seen my mom in a few months. I miss her worse than anything. This Saturday is her birthday. I want to go and see her but I have no money and neither does she. Or at least, neither one of us has any money to spend frivolously. I really do miss her.
I found out that my dogs did get adopted. By three different families. A while back, actually. I guess they went really fast. Which, I guess I should have expected, they are sweet animals. I miss them so much too. I didn't feel nearly as alone with them here with me...
I feel really isolated.
I do have a fulltime job now...but it's working at the place that I live. So I'm here CONSTANTLY. And getting paid for 26 hours out of the week.
I'm not really complaining about that...I like helping her, and I'm getting paid 9.85 an hour.. So yeah.
whinewhinewhine.whinewhinewhinewhine.whinewhinewhinewhinewhine.
bored. bye.