Jan 23, 2008 00:00
Life is so like...wtf right now.
Why on this green Earth did Heath Ledger die? And what a gay way to die. I bet it was accidental too. Fucking loser. OD on coke or some shit. Go out with a bang. Make everyone go "wow I barely saw that coming". And doesn't he have a kid with Michelle Williams? Or was it Naomi Watts? Whatever. Like I really care.
Sinced I last updated I've worked everyday. Twelve days in a row. Today off. Then nine more. I wish Disney was actually named Smalls so I could say "You're killing me Smalls" and actually have that mean something. Well, mean something more than I have a stellar taste in movie quotage. Heat to Toe is really boring when you do the same thing everyday. I could set up a hat in my sleep. I no longer have trouble hooping Minnie Mouse towels. Patches are cake. And the back machines don't scare me anymore. Kayon wants to teaches me how to engrave glass too. Eh, I'm pretty much over actually working. Send me back to Oscar's please.
Speaking of Kayon I learned some troubling news. She was talking about how no one gives her anything because everyone thinks she has money. And I go "yeah I can tell some people think that about me too" and she proceeds to tell me how much everyone does. Like what the hell? Is it because I try not to come to work looking like a mess? Maybe because I buy things (that I actually can't afford. Maybe I've said too many times that I could just ask my mom for money? Just because I have parents that will put my needs (and sometimes wants) before their own does not mean I have money. These people that I work with all have children and they should know this. I'm sure one day when I have kids I would act much of the same way. At least no one's begging me for money. lol That'd be awkward.
The only thing that's keeping work interesting is the biggest crush I think I've ever had in my life. This guy that works photopass. Like really he's the most adorable guy EVER. Someone told me that he has a girlfriend but I don't know if it's true or even matters. Just read and don't tell me he sounds interested in me. I've had tops, two conversations with him. This is by no means grounds for a friendship (especially in Disney where everyone talks to everyone and then walks away and later will barely acknowledge your existence) and it's been literally four months since I've worked in Cover Story, so it's not like we would be missing each other, let alone friends in any form. So if anything there might be a greeting in passing. Since I haven't been working on Right Block I didn't see him for a solid three months. The last week I was walking across Hollywood Blvd kinda rushing to clock in so I was pretty much unaware of my surroundings and I hear a PSSSST and turn around and there he is with this huge smile on his face and an enthusiastic wave. I was like err hey...since I couldn't remember his name lolz. The next day I was taking an order in Head to Toe and I hear a quiet "Liiiiiiiz" and I look up and there he is, he looked as though he would've stopped if I was busy. Then yesterday I ran into him in the cage coming back from break and he was like "HEY! I haven't seen you in forever!" and then when I left work in the afternoon he made sure to say goodbye to me by yelling my name down Hollywood Blvd and clearly interrupting a conversation he was having with one of his co-workers. I was walking with Kayon and she was all he's cute you should go for it. Ahhh I love that woman she always knows what to say.
I had actual intentions for writing an entry and he completely wasn't it. But now my mind is all clouded so I can't remember what else I wanted to say. Oh. Cloverfield? What the hell. Maybe because I watched it on a stomach filled with candy but I really thought I was gunna hurl. Like...right as they were rescuing Beth and they were going up those stairs I had to close my eyes because I was completely nauseated. Gross. And what was with the exploding girl? I laughed my ass off.
Alright. Now that I've given you a topic I'll turn the tables. Coffee talk. Discuss.