I'm so nervous. :/
I just posted the first chapter to my new fic. God, it's been ages since I've posted anything, and while I'm excited, I'm also nervous as hell. I'm so worried that no one will like it. I feel utterly ridiculous. It's awful that I'd even care half as much as I do.
Also, it annoys me that I went ahead and posted it, because I said I wouldn't until I had the fifth chapter back from my beta. She said she'd have it to me this morning, but I know she's busy, so I just posted it... Ugh. On the one hand, I'm annoyed with myself, on the other, I know I just wanted to put it off as much as I wanted to get on with it.
Anyway, I'll shut up now, I promise.
I hope you're all doing well. And I hope Helen's computer gets fixed soon -- I miss seeing her posts. :(
Also, it annoys me that I went ahead and posted it, because I said I wouldn't until I had the fifth chapter back from my beta. She said she'd have it to me this morning, but I know she's busy, so I just posted it... Ugh. On the one hand, I'm annoyed with myself, on the other, I know I just wanted to put it off as much as I wanted to get on with it.
Anyway, I'll shut up now, I promise.
I hope you're all doing well. And I hope Helen's computer gets fixed soon -- I miss seeing her posts. :(