In which I go on about many things, and post some photos. (Unfortunately, they're of myself.)
I hung out with Tegan (june_tuttle) for a bit today, which was nice. Also, I definitely wore a scarf, carried a parasol and wore way too much eye makeup, thanks to the MAC I got the other day. And then when I got home, I realized I looked more like a prostitute than a glam rocker (though really like neither of the two), so I took off my makeup and put my hair into tiny pigtails.
Also because tiny pigtails are awesome.
My last.fm was absolutely insane earlier today because I was obsessing a lot over the Libertines. I wish I'd screencapped it when I had a chance.
It pretty much read like:
1) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
2) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
3) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
4) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
5) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
6) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
7) Dirty Pretty Things - Wondering
8) Dirty Pretty Things - Wondering
9) The Libertines - Music When The Lights Go Out
10) Babyshambles - Fuck Forever
Anyway, I'm a loser.
I wish my MSN wasn't choosing to constantly be an ass lately. Seriously.
And also (I originally had this worded better, but then it went M.I.A. somehow), I wish that I didn't always feel awkward about talking to some people for no particular reason, and that my friendships with them didn't feel so hit-and-miss, and I wish... there was more honesty in general. I'd like people to tell me things instead of my having to assume them. You know? Being held in decent regard vs. being ignored and feeling unimportant. (And I wish I could tell people things like this without having to be cryptic sometimes. Though this could technically refer to more than one person, so. I'm just tired of things sometimes, you know?)
But I'm good. I'm feeling rather content, actually. I don't often feel so calm.
Also,
My glam/hooker makeup. I really need to do something about my skin. And also, my general ugliness.
I got both the (flower) ring & the sunglasses last week, at a store that made me want to be glam. Also, my bra has polkadots on it. That's fun, isn't it? (ALSO, IT IS HORRIBLY COMFORTABLE. And... no, I have no clue what's horrible about something being comfortable?)
This was me being silly & jumping/dancing around to music. Or, this was me trying to get into picture!mode after doing so. Also, here I have my pigtails. And less whorish makeup.
I think I actually really like this picture omg. I wasn't even really that sad. I just... play it up for the camera. Like a camwhore. Which I am.
This was definitely an accident, but it turned out really well, didn't it? That's... the top of my fridge and a bit of my window and so on. Because my kitchen is stupidly nice.
Also, GUESS WHAT OMG? THE TOILET IN THE UPSTAIRS BATHROOM WON'T WORK FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS. OH, YAY. (But, when it does work, it'll be a new toilet. And there'll be a new bathtub & sink & so on. So, that's kind of exciting. If it wasn't so shitty. (... see what I did there? Toilet? Shitty? Ahahahahaha... why do I even try with you people?)
Also because tiny pigtails are awesome.
My last.fm was absolutely insane earlier today because I was obsessing a lot over the Libertines. I wish I'd screencapped it when I had a chance.
It pretty much read like:
1) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
2) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
3) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
4) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
5) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
6) The Libertines - Can't Stand Me Now
7) Dirty Pretty Things - Wondering
8) Dirty Pretty Things - Wondering
9) The Libertines - Music When The Lights Go Out
10) Babyshambles - Fuck Forever
Anyway, I'm a loser.
I wish my MSN wasn't choosing to constantly be an ass lately. Seriously.
And also (I originally had this worded better, but then it went M.I.A. somehow), I wish that I didn't always feel awkward about talking to some people for no particular reason, and that my friendships with them didn't feel so hit-and-miss, and I wish... there was more honesty in general. I'd like people to tell me things instead of my having to assume them. You know? Being held in decent regard vs. being ignored and feeling unimportant. (And I wish I could tell people things like this without having to be cryptic sometimes. Though this could technically refer to more than one person, so. I'm just tired of things sometimes, you know?)
But I'm good. I'm feeling rather content, actually. I don't often feel so calm.
Also,
My glam/hooker makeup. I really need to do something about my skin. And also, my general ugliness.
I got both the (flower) ring & the sunglasses last week, at a store that made me want to be glam. Also, my bra has polkadots on it. That's fun, isn't it? (ALSO, IT IS HORRIBLY COMFORTABLE. And... no, I have no clue what's horrible about something being comfortable?)
This was me being silly & jumping/dancing around to music. Or, this was me trying to get into picture!mode after doing so. Also, here I have my pigtails. And less whorish makeup.
I think I actually really like this picture omg. I wasn't even really that sad. I just... play it up for the camera. Like a camwhore. Which I am.
This was definitely an accident, but it turned out really well, didn't it? That's... the top of my fridge and a bit of my window and so on. Because my kitchen is stupidly nice.
Also, GUESS WHAT OMG? THE TOILET IN THE UPSTAIRS BATHROOM WON'T WORK FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS. OH, YAY. (But, when it does work, it'll be a new toilet. And there'll be a new bathtub & sink & so on. So, that's kind of exciting. If it wasn't so shitty. (... see what I did there? Toilet? Shitty? Ahahahahaha... why do I even try with you people?)