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whats up?
last night was so much fun. i met with park, cookie, luke, benji, natasha and tori and we all went to Jason's Billiards and played pool. it was awesome.
Today i had work and it was aweful. People are so stupid. ugh.
i got engaged to Erik...this like 26 year old black guy. hes SOOO funny. Hwe found a bracelet in theatre 5 and gave it to me and was like "will you marry me" and i was so caught by surprise that i was like "yeah..." lol...it was funny. i really hope i work with him more often.
Hannah wants to hang out tonight....::sigh:: i guess its my only option. we better do something fun. if you want to hang out and i like you better than hannah, PLEASE call me. save my precious soul.
I've noticed myself having anorexic tendencies, but i dont think it is too serious. Like, I'll go two days without eating much, but then i eat like 2 full meals the next 2 days after that....its kinda becoming a pattern....meh. oh well. Its only because i can't afford to buy food and i hate borrowing money from people. it sucks.
I really want a kiss tonight. I just want someone to cuddle with and kiss a lot and hold hands. Like innocent stuff. that would be nice. We'll see if that happens and who Maddie's toy for the night will be. lmao. probably my pillow.
why do i get so lonely?
i either need to smoke a bowl or have like 2 shots, to get me out of this sad little funk. i hate when work puts me in a bad mood. grrr.
Maddie
last night was so much fun. i met with park, cookie, luke, benji, natasha and tori and we all went to Jason's Billiards and played pool. it was awesome.
Today i had work and it was aweful. People are so stupid. ugh.
i got engaged to Erik...this like 26 year old black guy. hes SOOO funny. Hwe found a bracelet in theatre 5 and gave it to me and was like "will you marry me" and i was so caught by surprise that i was like "yeah..." lol...it was funny. i really hope i work with him more often.
Hannah wants to hang out tonight....::sigh:: i guess its my only option. we better do something fun. if you want to hang out and i like you better than hannah, PLEASE call me. save my precious soul.
I've noticed myself having anorexic tendencies, but i dont think it is too serious. Like, I'll go two days without eating much, but then i eat like 2 full meals the next 2 days after that....its kinda becoming a pattern....meh. oh well. Its only because i can't afford to buy food and i hate borrowing money from people. it sucks.
I really want a kiss tonight. I just want someone to cuddle with and kiss a lot and hold hands. Like innocent stuff. that would be nice. We'll see if that happens and who Maddie's toy for the night will be. lmao. probably my pillow.
why do i get so lonely?
i either need to smoke a bowl or have like 2 shots, to get me out of this sad little funk. i hate when work puts me in a bad mood. grrr.
Maddie