Reflection of the past year. Condensed version
Things have been insanely busy lately and I guess I just haven't had time to write in here.. I know I should be writing in my xanga but the school computers are gay and won't let me update on there so I'm settling for this for the time being... I'm dating Jay.. For exactly a week now and we've had more time together than any of the guys I've dated in the past year. Still, it doesn't seem to be enough. He's coming by tonight after school to have a movie night.. tomorrow's the last official day of school.. so basically it'll just be a bunch of movies that we'll never finish.. it's been an okay year.. I've had a lot of struggles and I've learned a lot about myself.. Still I can't help but wonder what's to come. I've been going to pine street lately to worship.. and I really want to get saved.. Not only for Jay but because it seems to be the only thing that makes me remotely happy.. having faith is like something I've never experienced before.. I've been trying to convince people to come and join.. Eh.. I've really enjoyed meeting people out of Pine street I don't know what it is but going to Pine Street has brought me out of my shell I don't feel ridiculous going up to people and saying Hi or anything.. It's just friendly conversation.. I met two new girls that I've been meaning to say hi to in the halls for their rep.'s of being die-hard fall out boy fans.. Yeah.. so now everytime they see me they're like HEY! Yeah.. it's been nice not having to worry about drama.. Last night I finally talked to Lori Nebinger...I use to be insanely close with a friend of hers Amber Yeater.. but we hit it off really well.. I can see us being really close friends. She said she'd hook me up with pizza from papa johns and her stripper name is lola.. =) Great times. I'm trying to kill time in this class..