STRESS WILL BE THE HOLE IN MY STOMACH LINING!!!!!!...
...Today bombed majorly
after an all nighter in attempts of finishing a project for my senior design class I can say at the very least I was weary and barely keeping concious. As such with my sore back and wearyness I lay my head down against my pillow for just a little to comfort my back which ached from hunching over a sewing machine on the FLOOR all night... (I can never emphisize too much the importance of a sewing table here ) that short rest ended up a few hours and next thing I knew it was 9:30 where I thought "OH CRAP I HAVE A MID TERM AT 10:30!!"
then I chilled some thinking "it's alright I have a ride..." lo and behold that ride sort of fell through due to a series of unfortunate events I end up having to bus it to school and the end up there by 11:30 class is empty test obviously over... like I knew it would be, it just takes that long by bus. And of course I'm full of anxiety, but all I can do now is keep cool and try my damndest if I'm going to manage any damage control. My first move being to call in to my teacher, since she wasn't there in her office I sent an email.
That being all that I could do at the time, I hurridly rushed off to my pre internship class where I had to dress up in my "interview" attire today so that I could be picked appart by the teacher. The fact that I had only one side of that pair of shoes since I'd rushed out the door... all in all at least that didn't go so badly much to my relief because I felt like if I were attacked then I may just be on the verge of a break down.
After that I knew the teacher had another section of the same class (my morning one the one I missed the mid-term for) unfortunately the class was in a different location and I was not able to approach the teacher to take it then...stirke two.
All that could be done then is hope I would get a reply from the email or phone message I left and go onto my senior design studio class. There I presented the abstractness of my handkerchiff skirt (abstract in the sense that the waist band was still unattatched and thus pinned into place on an ill fitting dress form) along with my top that went with it. The outfit itself seems to be comming along well surprisingly though I am just a tad behind in that class too.
and finally after presenting I'm finally able to get some food in me. With my anxiety eating away at my stomach lining I was finally able to fill it with, that way my gastric juices would have a deterent from the stomach lining. I had a yummy stinky Bale chicken sandwhich. Bale if you're unfamiliar is a (I believe) a vietnamese sort of deli sort of place. In my chicken sandwhich sat, chicken (of course), takuan (or pickled daikon radish) and pickled carrots, cucumbers and just a small smidge of mayonaise all on top a nice soft pillow of ciabatta bread.
after lunch there was the class (now 3:00pm) with the quiz on the chapter in which I never read. briefely I read over my friend's very brief notes she'd jotted down only minutes before as she too was only now skimming over the reading. In short I guessed on more than half ...if not all the questions on that quiz. I think I did fairly decent on that. Following the quiz there is a lecture which was actually fairly entertaining there was an activity and the class was soon over amazingly.
But my day isn't done yet.... ooooh no... not nearly.
From 4:15 to 7o pm I had my computerized pattern design class. I can tell you now staying awake was an extreame challange...
lastly now 7:30 I've managed to find myself at home and amazingly still alive, not having collapsed quite yet.
....what the hell did I ever do to deserve this bad karma?
anyhow on a lighter note my teacher did manage to get back to me at around 4pm apparantly this afternoon (I only got it now) I've just now replied and explained the full details of what happened this morning now I can only hope for her good graces that she'll let me take the exam.
...this semister will be the death of me x_x
I SPIT UPON THY WHO BELIEVE APDM (apparel design and merchandising, aka fashion) IS EASY!!!
it's more work than you would ever know...
after an all nighter in attempts of finishing a project for my senior design class I can say at the very least I was weary and barely keeping concious. As such with my sore back and wearyness I lay my head down against my pillow for just a little to comfort my back which ached from hunching over a sewing machine on the FLOOR all night... (I can never emphisize too much the importance of a sewing table here ) that short rest ended up a few hours and next thing I knew it was 9:30 where I thought "OH CRAP I HAVE A MID TERM AT 10:30!!"
then I chilled some thinking "it's alright I have a ride..." lo and behold that ride sort of fell through due to a series of unfortunate events I end up having to bus it to school and the end up there by 11:30 class is empty test obviously over... like I knew it would be, it just takes that long by bus. And of course I'm full of anxiety, but all I can do now is keep cool and try my damndest if I'm going to manage any damage control. My first move being to call in to my teacher, since she wasn't there in her office I sent an email.
That being all that I could do at the time, I hurridly rushed off to my pre internship class where I had to dress up in my "interview" attire today so that I could be picked appart by the teacher. The fact that I had only one side of that pair of shoes since I'd rushed out the door... all in all at least that didn't go so badly much to my relief because I felt like if I were attacked then I may just be on the verge of a break down.
After that I knew the teacher had another section of the same class (my morning one the one I missed the mid-term for) unfortunately the class was in a different location and I was not able to approach the teacher to take it then...stirke two.
All that could be done then is hope I would get a reply from the email or phone message I left and go onto my senior design studio class. There I presented the abstractness of my handkerchiff skirt (abstract in the sense that the waist band was still unattatched and thus pinned into place on an ill fitting dress form) along with my top that went with it. The outfit itself seems to be comming along well surprisingly though I am just a tad behind in that class too.
and finally after presenting I'm finally able to get some food in me. With my anxiety eating away at my stomach lining I was finally able to fill it with, that way my gastric juices would have a deterent from the stomach lining. I had a yummy stinky Bale chicken sandwhich. Bale if you're unfamiliar is a (I believe) a vietnamese sort of deli sort of place. In my chicken sandwhich sat, chicken (of course), takuan (or pickled daikon radish) and pickled carrots, cucumbers and just a small smidge of mayonaise all on top a nice soft pillow of ciabatta bread.
after lunch there was the class (now 3:00pm) with the quiz on the chapter in which I never read. briefely I read over my friend's very brief notes she'd jotted down only minutes before as she too was only now skimming over the reading. In short I guessed on more than half ...if not all the questions on that quiz. I think I did fairly decent on that. Following the quiz there is a lecture which was actually fairly entertaining there was an activity and the class was soon over amazingly.
But my day isn't done yet.... ooooh no... not nearly.
From 4:15 to 7o pm I had my computerized pattern design class. I can tell you now staying awake was an extreame challange...
lastly now 7:30 I've managed to find myself at home and amazingly still alive, not having collapsed quite yet.
....what the hell did I ever do to deserve this bad karma?
anyhow on a lighter note my teacher did manage to get back to me at around 4pm apparantly this afternoon (I only got it now) I've just now replied and explained the full details of what happened this morning now I can only hope for her good graces that she'll let me take the exam.
...this semister will be the death of me x_x
I SPIT UPON THY WHO BELIEVE APDM (apparel design and merchandising, aka fashion) IS EASY!!!
it's more work than you would ever know...