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i'm really happy right now, at the beggining of the day i felt cruddy but all of a sudden after thinking and rambling for hours i realized i'm free to live my life accordingly in my mind where i enjoy to be. and there are peopole out there that are ok with that. that do want to look inside my mind at times as well and i'm happy for that. and i know that writing is what i want to do and college is something that i'm for sure going to do. i'm going to go basically for writing, the whole shrink thing isn't for me becasue you have to follow strict planning instead i'm going to write. lots and lots. and i'm really happy with that. so i'm content with my surroundings i mean of course i don't want to work in the mall for ever but it's temporary untill i can get to my next stage. so i realized i'm nothing like most children my age with the whole partying crap i mean for me i don't believe in drowing my worries and misseries in alcohol and surrounded by generic clones instead i like to look at life and smile when i know i'm really being me. i don't want to smile when i'm drowned in some bloody substance. but anyways i'm going to take a shower, and then write a book then look up colleges for later on in life. for now i'm starting with a community and then maybe i'll go to a better one later when i can get more money. bye byes.