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Main Entry: de·spon·dent
Function: adjective
Etymology: Latin despondent-, despondens, present participle of despondēre
Date: circa 1699
: feeling or showing extreme discouragement, dejection, or depression

I'm despondent. Can barely even spell that correctly but thats how i feel.
Im losing everyone in a very short period of time

and i dont know what to do.