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OH. MY. FUCKING. CHRIST.
JOHN, MY JOHN, IS COMING UP...ON FUCKING SATURDAY. and if that wasn't enough capitalization for you...
HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCKING HELL ON A POGO STICK.
I'm just gonna go ahead and say it again....HOLY CRAP.
for those of you who don't know who John is (where the hell have you been?), here's the short version: met him July 14, 2004. fell in love/very strong like. he left the bay July 16. emailed him until August 23rd, when we lost contact. yeah.
basically, he's the guy of my dreams, and that's been pretty literal...until now. oh god. part of me is still trying to convince myself that I'm stupid for holding onto this crush, part of me is screaming for joy and "YAY! John!"-ness, and part of me believes that when he comes everything will be perfect and it'll be all The-Notebook-chick-flick-like and it's all really annoying.
so now I'm going to forget everything I just said and be all happy again.
JOHN, MY JOHN, IS COMING UP...ON FUCKING SATURDAY. and if that wasn't enough capitalization for you...
HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCKING HELL ON A POGO STICK.
I'm just gonna go ahead and say it again....HOLY CRAP.
for those of you who don't know who John is (where the hell have you been?), here's the short version: met him July 14, 2004. fell in love/very strong like. he left the bay July 16. emailed him until August 23rd, when we lost contact. yeah.
basically, he's the guy of my dreams, and that's been pretty literal...until now. oh god. part of me is still trying to convince myself that I'm stupid for holding onto this crush, part of me is screaming for joy and "YAY! John!"-ness, and part of me believes that when he comes everything will be perfect and it'll be all The-Notebook-chick-flick-like and it's all really annoying.
so now I'm going to forget everything I just said and be all happy again.