Thanks
Thanks for being there last night.
The last person I ever expected to walk away decided that he couldn't be my friend, and without giving any explanation ended everything. I loved him so much that the pain inside was almost unbearable. I'm not at all suicidal, but I thought I would die last night from that pain. It still hurts just as much this morning. But now I know that if it all gets to heavy, you'll be there for me.
I'm sorry if I was ignoring you before. I was blinded by love and couldn't see anything if it wasn't within 5 feet of him. Nothing else mattered as long as he and I were still hanging out and generally happy.
The past nine months of fighting to keep him have dug me so deep into a depression that it feels as if I'll never be happy again. The past month has been 10 times worse than the 8 before that. I lost my job, my home, and my best friend within weeks of each other. If anything else had gone wrong I don't think I could have survived it all.
Lucky for me I have great friends and a great family who came to my aid at the exact moment I needed them the most. I don't know what would have happened if you weren't there for me last night.
Eventually I'll be ok. Please be patient, it's going to be a very long road to recovery.
The last person I ever expected to walk away decided that he couldn't be my friend, and without giving any explanation ended everything. I loved him so much that the pain inside was almost unbearable. I'm not at all suicidal, but I thought I would die last night from that pain. It still hurts just as much this morning. But now I know that if it all gets to heavy, you'll be there for me.
I'm sorry if I was ignoring you before. I was blinded by love and couldn't see anything if it wasn't within 5 feet of him. Nothing else mattered as long as he and I were still hanging out and generally happy.
The past nine months of fighting to keep him have dug me so deep into a depression that it feels as if I'll never be happy again. The past month has been 10 times worse than the 8 before that. I lost my job, my home, and my best friend within weeks of each other. If anything else had gone wrong I don't think I could have survived it all.
Lucky for me I have great friends and a great family who came to my aid at the exact moment I needed them the most. I don't know what would have happened if you weren't there for me last night.
Eventually I'll be ok. Please be patient, it's going to be a very long road to recovery.