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I kind of broke down last night. Life's pretty wierd right now for me. I don't really have any complaints but I wish I was better at managing my anxiety. Riley held me tight while I exploded. I feel really bad when I let it all bang around in my head so long that I turn into a real whack-a-doo to everyone, and even moreso to the people I love.
We talked about a lot of stuff which helped. I woke up feeling firey and we talked some more. I need to be more wise with my time.
Priorities;
excersize
cleaning
employment
get a grip and keep my sense of humor
List of things to do for self:
pick up Riley's gift.
pick up wrapping paper and maybe stickers
finish making cards for xmas gifts
mail Jaru her cd to Spain
mail Nana her christmas package
shop for Saskatoon Family
go to post office
clean every little cranny of my home
buy table ( I was able to get a professional printer and scanner for half the price! and only slightly used!)
organize my office space
clean out computer and look to buy a external hard drive
pay bills
finish resume
scan my new negatives
build my new website
organize my invoicing system
get my social insurance card (social security in Canada)
get christmas tree and decorate (next weekend)
get water
get jump drive from Fay
get membership to YMCA for next three months
do laundry
pack up stuff to go to Salvation Army and then go.
get car serviced
schedule eyedoc's appointment for new contacts and then figure out how to pay it
establish a credit line/ get a credit card?
get digital camera in to get cleaned and fixed
get vacuum in to be fixed
I should have got the credit card and gym membership while I was still a student but if I do it in a week or so maybe I can still convince them that I am. Wow it helps to write it out. There will be some multi-tasking now that I can see what I have to do.
Sorry to all my fans that this has become my dumpy journal. I think this one gets the least traffic though so I feel better about venting here. I guess there's no way I'd really know if that's true or not but I feel like it is. I guess it's prolly never a great idea to vent about too personal of stuff on any online journal cause it'll come back to kick you in the ass. I've done it and I feel really stupid about it.
We talked about a lot of stuff which helped. I woke up feeling firey and we talked some more. I need to be more wise with my time.
Priorities;
excersize
cleaning
employment
get a grip and keep my sense of humor
List of things to do for self:
pick up Riley's gift.
pick up wrapping paper and maybe stickers
finish making cards for xmas gifts
mail Jaru her cd to Spain
mail Nana her christmas package
shop for Saskatoon Family
go to post office
clean every little cranny of my home
buy table ( I was able to get a professional printer and scanner for half the price! and only slightly used!)
organize my office space
clean out computer and look to buy a external hard drive
pay bills
finish resume
scan my new negatives
build my new website
organize my invoicing system
get my social insurance card (social security in Canada)
get christmas tree and decorate (next weekend)
get water
get jump drive from Fay
get membership to YMCA for next three months
do laundry
pack up stuff to go to Salvation Army and then go.
get car serviced
schedule eyedoc's appointment for new contacts and then figure out how to pay it
establish a credit line/ get a credit card?
get digital camera in to get cleaned and fixed
get vacuum in to be fixed
I should have got the credit card and gym membership while I was still a student but if I do it in a week or so maybe I can still convince them that I am. Wow it helps to write it out. There will be some multi-tasking now that I can see what I have to do.
Sorry to all my fans that this has become my dumpy journal. I think this one gets the least traffic though so I feel better about venting here. I guess there's no way I'd really know if that's true or not but I feel like it is. I guess it's prolly never a great idea to vent about too personal of stuff on any online journal cause it'll come back to kick you in the ass. I've done it and I feel really stupid about it.