meh... the big post
todays topic: EVERYTHING!
well, school i am majorly stressed out about right now. i'm putitng in the effort, but the grades are just not showing anymore! like in america i knew that i would b doin well in school, but here, theres no telling! i just havent got a clue if im doing rlly bad or just bad. the work is 10000x harder than america and its so much more in depth and they only have like major tests like every month and then like 4 sets of exams for each school year. its so hard and im working my ass off!!
work is going ok, i was working 30 hours last week but i was struggling with that so this week im only doing wed night, sat night, sat day, sunday and sun nite but 30 hours... my god it was killing me! but the work is fun and i enjoy it so i guess i cant complain as long as the money train keeps choo chooing.
family - i dont see much of them cuz im either in my room wroking or at work working out playing basketball. me n my bro are in a bit of a tiff at the moment cuz of something i shall explain later.
friends - ok, i could find better lol lots of people are being really wierd with me at the moment like my friends from out of school, theyve been busy, ive been busy and its just a bit awkward, but im seeing them this weekend so hopefully it will all go away.
guys - theres one guy :) were going out. his name is andy. i've known him for like a month now and i reallyt relaly like him. he's nice, easy to get along with, hes not sexy (but his personality makes me attracted to him) hes taller than me hehe and i enjoy his time. he's 17 and 18 in may, so that means he's going to be driving before may! (i need a b/f witha car lol) so, my brother doesnt like him because he made out with my best friend in front of me and my brother while he was drunk. i know... iw as so pissed off with my best friend (harriet, i've known since i was 2!! she did this 2 me!!) so i left this party and i walked to the bus stop, and was going to get the next bus home. but like 5 minutes later of GETTING WITH MY BEST FRIEND he comes to the bus stop and he's like im sorry i regret that. and i was like u didnt exaclty stop her did u! and by this time i was really upset. and then he got realy upset and was like but i really like u and i regret that so much, i like u 10x more than i like her and i was like but its my best friend! and he just got rlly upset haha. so i said well, were not even going out so it shouldnt matter. and then hes like, will u go out with me?> and i was like yay yes haha. sorry this story is all very shortened but my hand hurts now lol. but in the end, im happy being with him at the moment. well just have to see how things go! :)
basketball - we had our first game last wednesday and since it was all massive senior lads i was playing with, i didnt get much playing time. i was really pissed off, but i suppose that there are lots of ppl better than me on our team, and the coach has to play the, which is fair enough.
weather - its getting FREEZING! it was 7 degrees yesterday and im freezing my titties off hehe. but and its rainy and cloudy and oh so shittyyyy! :(
well, that was my big journal, loryn... i hope you enjoyed it haha
love you all more than the cake they sell in the school cafeteria. xx <3 xx
well, school i am majorly stressed out about right now. i'm putitng in the effort, but the grades are just not showing anymore! like in america i knew that i would b doin well in school, but here, theres no telling! i just havent got a clue if im doing rlly bad or just bad. the work is 10000x harder than america and its so much more in depth and they only have like major tests like every month and then like 4 sets of exams for each school year. its so hard and im working my ass off!!
work is going ok, i was working 30 hours last week but i was struggling with that so this week im only doing wed night, sat night, sat day, sunday and sun nite but 30 hours... my god it was killing me! but the work is fun and i enjoy it so i guess i cant complain as long as the money train keeps choo chooing.
family - i dont see much of them cuz im either in my room wroking or at work working out playing basketball. me n my bro are in a bit of a tiff at the moment cuz of something i shall explain later.
friends - ok, i could find better lol lots of people are being really wierd with me at the moment like my friends from out of school, theyve been busy, ive been busy and its just a bit awkward, but im seeing them this weekend so hopefully it will all go away.
guys - theres one guy :) were going out. his name is andy. i've known him for like a month now and i reallyt relaly like him. he's nice, easy to get along with, hes not sexy (but his personality makes me attracted to him) hes taller than me hehe and i enjoy his time. he's 17 and 18 in may, so that means he's going to be driving before may! (i need a b/f witha car lol) so, my brother doesnt like him because he made out with my best friend in front of me and my brother while he was drunk. i know... iw as so pissed off with my best friend (harriet, i've known since i was 2!! she did this 2 me!!) so i left this party and i walked to the bus stop, and was going to get the next bus home. but like 5 minutes later of GETTING WITH MY BEST FRIEND he comes to the bus stop and he's like im sorry i regret that. and i was like u didnt exaclty stop her did u! and by this time i was really upset. and then he got realy upset and was like but i really like u and i regret that so much, i like u 10x more than i like her and i was like but its my best friend! and he just got rlly upset haha. so i said well, were not even going out so it shouldnt matter. and then hes like, will u go out with me?> and i was like yay yes haha. sorry this story is all very shortened but my hand hurts now lol. but in the end, im happy being with him at the moment. well just have to see how things go! :)
basketball - we had our first game last wednesday and since it was all massive senior lads i was playing with, i didnt get much playing time. i was really pissed off, but i suppose that there are lots of ppl better than me on our team, and the coach has to play the, which is fair enough.
weather - its getting FREEZING! it was 7 degrees yesterday and im freezing my titties off hehe. but and its rainy and cloudy and oh so shittyyyy! :(
well, that was my big journal, loryn... i hope you enjoyed it haha
love you all more than the cake they sell in the school cafeteria. xx <3 xx