Sep 01, 2004 23:16
well i just got bk from werk and things r going ok i guess... much better than before!
things are going a lot better with my family as well but i feel realyl bad 4 my bro cuz his "friends" keep standing him up and he gets really down and he tries SO hard with his friends but they are just not nice 2 him and it pisses me off cuz he means the world 2 me and i hate 2 c him unhappy!!!! :(:(
do u guys remember that one guy "tim" i said he was kind of james bond like? yer well he was at my friends house last ngiht and he is soooo super nice and he likes me i suppose but like i was really good and we kissed but i didnt make out with him. i was really happy with that cuz he was so sweet.
i have to go to college on friday eek for a day and then im like bak at school on tuesday! arghhhh nervousness kicking in. i dont know what to wear cuz i look goofy wherever i go cuz i dres american haha.
i hoe my ladies in america r doing ok because the other day i was washing the car and i was really pissed off and i was thinking about what i have left in america and i just broke down crying cuz i cant see people everyday. its so difficult right now im not going througha very good patch. probably my period lol but like i have pictures everywehre all over my room and memories and photo books and its just so difficult that its gonna b a long time before i have all of that bak, if i DO get it bak, its gonna take a lot of werk :( i hope we get our friendships bak in a few years. czu u all mean a lot to me and i wish i could just see u again for one more day!!!