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So I'm sitting here eating a piece of Banana Laffy Taffy, having just gotten out of the bath/talked to Grant/read Wit. And I really don't think there is anything I lack at this exact moment. Maybe in 20 minutes. But right now, I'm totally happy. Whether or not things are perfect in your life....really doesn't have an effect on the events that take place inside of you. So be happy. And if you aren't, figure out why. Then fix it. It lies within you...I really believe that. If I could change something right now, I think I would first make all the people in my life happy, or give them some joy, even if it would only last 2 seconds. That's 2 seconds they spent being less unhappy than they were before. I like to think being friends with me is like drinking a cup of tea. While you're drinking it, life is sweet and good and things seem simpler. And when it's gone and the problems come back, maybe there is a little warmth inside you that wasn't there before. And then after I did that, I would find a boy who wouldn't be afraid to give me his heart...because that's all it's really a question of now. I give freely and without fear.