reincarnated.

[ophelias_smile]

"i just want to drink red wine with you, watching the rain fall harder. and at some point head outside to splash each other with puddles. I am really good at drunkenly reading poetry so that could follow."

damn. it.

it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small

i've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and i'm tired of hearing myself speak
do you ever get weary? do you ever get weak?
how do you dream when you can't fall asleep?

i've been wondering what you're thinking
and if you like my dress tonight
would you still say you love me
underneath this ordinary moonlight?
i'm so afraid of what you'd say

i'd like to know if you'd be open to
starting over from scratch
i'd like to know if you'd be open to
giving me a second chance

i used to think i was special
and only i have proved me wrong
i thought i could change the world with a song
but i have ended up in india
with no map to guide me home
strangest place i think i've ever been
and all this time i thought that we were friends
my stubborn will is learning to bend

i'd like to know if you'd be open to
to starting over from scratch
i'd like to know if you'd be open to
giving me a second chance

it's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and everyday i wish i was small