Sep 19, 2004 02:25
i feel like such an asshat.
my weekends now consist of:
-working
-drunken phone calls from friends
yep. thats about it.
matthew came over and after i took care of him for a bit since he wasnt feeling very well, we finished watching The Princess Bride.
then derek called. he was drunk. it was one of those phone calls you dont really want to get. very awkward. and now i feel so uncomfortable. i feel like such a jerk.
special sarah, i need to talk to you. your birthday present is going to be kind of late, ok? i got you the copy of Summer Sisters, but i'm going to reread it and underline things that remind me of you or us and write you notes and leave you pictures and stuff. it will rock your pants off.
i need to talk to steve also.
sigh. why do things have to be so weird?
why does my mom always have to be in her psycho-bitch mood???
court in basically a day. school starts too. sigh. lets hope things get worked out. i hope i can work things out with derek. i feel like such a douchebag now.
what i want right now it for steven to come and give me a big hug. or sarah.