this is the last honest love i'll ever give

[opheliarevived]

i'm beyond excited that stevie will be home this weekend. i miss him so frickin much. i havent seen him in almost 2 months. lame, i know. i'm sitting here in my pj's and i'm wearing his sweatshirt. yes, the same one that i 'borrowed' from him when we were dating like... 3 years ago and never gave back. good memories. i remember when he first lent it to me it smelled like him and his cologne, and i would sleep with it because it reminded me of him. there's something weird about me that i always love the way my boyfriends smell. i'm just a freak though. anyways, i'm glad i'll be spending lots of time with best friend on saturday.

cant wait until the regular season of football starts!!!!!

i would say i need a hug, but i'm in one of my moods where i dont want to be touched, and if someone touched me i'd probobly severely injure them or bitch at them. le sigh.