Jun 25, 2005 14:49
Yeah, THAT got your attention, didn't it? Nah? Mmmk. Well, here I am with my cute little cat sitting on my lap with Paul Oakenfold playing the heat of summer worrying about going to a wedding that isn't even mine. Jeez. How lame am I? I got a truly spectacular dress (which ya'll will get to see in pics by later tonight) and totally sweet new shoes. All black baby! ;)
I hope he isn't there. My ex. I don't want to see him. If I have to see him, I know I'll act like a complete jerk to everyone because I'll be ticked off. And I'll be dancing like crazy but constantly looking over my shoulders to see if he is watching. I hate doing that but I can't stop myself. Because deep down inside, I still find him extremely well, attractive. :/ PATHETIC.
I look hot. I mean, WOWSA! *licks finger, touches thigh**sizzzzzzzz* I might get to see my old crush, Jeremiah! Weee! We have these quasi-insane conversations that can be construed as flirting. Its fun! He is like 6'2, blond hair that flops cutely over his eyes, and bright blue eyes. MWah! Can you say yummy? *nods*
Well, gotta go now! The wedding is waiting. I'll let ya'll know the details LATA! ;)
Love Heather
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