Jun 21, 2005 06:44
My mother decided to not go to her stress test - again, so I am going to work at my normal time. I feel so relieved but kind of mean, because I wonder if she didn't go for my sake. Probably not. She doesn't really do stuff like that. She told me she wasn't feeling good, so thats likely the reason.
Anyhow, I just wanted to put alittle rest in the minds of those who were worried for me. I'm fine, really, its just been a very bad year. And I blame it pretty much upon the crappy guy who ripped my heart out of me and put it on my sleeve for safe keeping. But he's not the only reason.
Anyways, yes, I'm fine. Its just for the past couple of weeks, I've been feelings pretty worthless. I don't know. Its hard to explain and I am still waking up. Well, I have to get ready for work.
Love ya,
Heather
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