Pretty Sweet To Be A Little Butterfly
Urgh--I have TOO much going on in life right now.
a) the friggin fruit sales that I don't friggin want to do
b) essays, powerpoints, homework in general
c) forensics that I don't want to do right now, though I love it and all...it's just TOO much!!! I'll probably get seen by Hardin and then see if I can take a break until at least December since I am not planning on going to Bradley due to Twelfth Night performances.
d) Twelfth night stuff, memorizing (I love it, but ya know)
e) school
f) being emotionally confused about everything
g) not wanting to do to confirmation classes because I AM NOT getting confirmed...as my parents know...but they still want me to "learn" urghh I think if I even do believe in organized religons I won't be able to decide when I'm 15/almost 16. Gawd.
h) writing, because I find little time to do it inbetween everything else and I just wrote so much last night and NOW I CAN'T!
i) Boy's Life notes, frick.
j) ummm, just trying to FIT EVERYTHING IN!!!
Strange I am freaking out so much right now since I have a pretty good week planned out AHEAD!!
Monday
-um half day? helllo!!
-only downside it is the oppurtune time to sell fruit and do homework. Ugh.
Tuesday
-getting out of school early for Ophelia pictures! CUTTING MATH CLASS!! WOOOTT! (probably not good in the long run though...) I get to leave 20 minutes early...jealous? I think my mom feels bad for me because I'm so stressed...but also I would only have 10 minutes to get there after school ended so....
-YSP rehearsal/Olivia special
Wednesday
-PLAN test, eating up gym, spanish, history, and geometry! I DON'T HAVE A FULL GEOMETRY CLASS UNTIL THURSDAY!! -runs away laughing crazily-
The rest of the week is rather normal....might catch Our Town again, depending on my stress levels/mood.
I love Spring Awakening--it's probably both helping and hurting me though because it's such an emotion-driven musical. So it either makes me in the "-hairswish- (bee you knoww...)THE ESTABLISHMENTTTTTTT" or "Lifeee is sooo saddd and unfair" orr "but everything is okkkkk!!" moods. The music is insanely wonderful, music in general is insanely wonderful BUT IT MAKES YA CRAZY!! -does random Ophelia pose- yessir.
Well I probably should go read Boy's Life a bit before heading to bed, I still have like 50 pages.
Ugh.
a) the friggin fruit sales that I don't friggin want to do
b) essays, powerpoints, homework in general
c) forensics that I don't want to do right now, though I love it and all...it's just TOO much!!! I'll probably get seen by Hardin and then see if I can take a break until at least December since I am not planning on going to Bradley due to Twelfth Night performances.
d) Twelfth night stuff, memorizing (I love it, but ya know)
e) school
f) being emotionally confused about everything
g) not wanting to do to confirmation classes because I AM NOT getting confirmed...as my parents know...but they still want me to "learn" urghh I think if I even do believe in organized religons I won't be able to decide when I'm 15/almost 16. Gawd.
h) writing, because I find little time to do it inbetween everything else and I just wrote so much last night and NOW I CAN'T!
i) Boy's Life notes, frick.
j) ummm, just trying to FIT EVERYTHING IN!!!
Strange I am freaking out so much right now since I have a pretty good week planned out AHEAD!!
Monday
-um half day? helllo!!
-only downside it is the oppurtune time to sell fruit and do homework. Ugh.
Tuesday
-getting out of school early for Ophelia pictures! CUTTING MATH CLASS!! WOOOTT! (probably not good in the long run though...) I get to leave 20 minutes early...jealous? I think my mom feels bad for me because I'm so stressed...but also I would only have 10 minutes to get there after school ended so....
-YSP rehearsal/Olivia special
Wednesday
-PLAN test, eating up gym, spanish, history, and geometry! I DON'T HAVE A FULL GEOMETRY CLASS UNTIL THURSDAY!! -runs away laughing crazily-
The rest of the week is rather normal....might catch Our Town again, depending on my stress levels/mood.
I love Spring Awakening--it's probably both helping and hurting me though because it's such an emotion-driven musical. So it either makes me in the "-hairswish- (bee you knoww...)THE ESTABLISHMENTTTTTTT" or "Lifeee is sooo saddd and unfair" orr "but everything is okkkkk!!" moods. The music is insanely wonderful, music in general is insanely wonderful BUT IT MAKES YA CRAZY!! -does random Ophelia pose- yessir.
Well I probably should go read Boy's Life a bit before heading to bed, I still have like 50 pages.
Ugh.