Nov 15, 2010 09:56
Agh.
It's turning out to be insanely hard to inject a really bad first draft into a manuscript I was just putting the polish on.
It's like I remodelled my entire house and then found a hole in the wall over the sofa...and decided to patch it with hardware cloth and toothpaste.
Oh how I wish something would happen in this museforsaken chapter. This is another thing that is making me crazy, the time it's taking. Why must I overwrite everything by lightyears?
Chapter 29 is messing up my writing math!
I was planning to have the ms beta'ed before sending it out, but then I decided not to because it seems like the sending it out part is already unreachably far off (yet tantalizingly close, like summer stars.) Now I'm thinking I might submit and have it beta'ed simultaneously. Now that's as stupid and crazy an idea as I've heard. Yet...maybe not?
True gemini that I am, HURRY was bound to go to war with BE CAREFUL. Agh.
I'm assuming I can find volunteers anyway, which maybe I oughtn't assume.
My apologies for the angst. Feel free to scroll by. I wish I could, but I'm trapped in here with it.
Did I mention AGH?
[This is a phone post. Please enjoy the extra side dish of typos.]
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phone post,
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