Two big bandaids and a tampon...

[opheliachoking]

So I'm weeding thru shitty people (to be honest, I don't know who this person is, but I'm fixing that...) and making my journal friends only now. The kicker is, in doing so, I am deleting my friends list. If you wish to be re-added, let me know and we'll see what we can do. This is for me. If you can be open minded, and not judge me for the

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[cocainesmile]

Stephanie...I am sorry for pissing you off or whatever...but I do want you to know that it wasn't me that left you those annoynomus comments (OR TRAVIS FOR THAT MATTER...as it has been said). I wouldn't say mean stuff like that to you, and if I had something to say, I would say it to you flat out WITH my name beside it...like I already have. I don't see why you are still mad at me. I got my feeling hurt, and I see where I probably hurt yours, but you can't get throw our friendship down the drain and run from it. I know you are probably still mad at me, but I just want you to know that I am no longer upset at you and I'm sorry for the stuff I said. Now with me saying that, the ball is in your court. If you have something you would like to say, say it to my face. And I really don't know where you get off saying I have a big mouth, when you post your whole life on here for the world to see. So, once again, I don't want to make your life anymore stressful than it is, and likewise, I don't want my life to be anymore stressful. So please respond to this, if you want to work things out. It's up to you.

[opheliachoking]

Honestly. I don't know. I don't know who the hell to trust with anything anymore. It's not just you. I'd like to work things out, but at the same time we both need to realize that things aren't going to be the same for quite a while... if ever. With that being said, yeah, I'd like to just get over this whole fucking mess.. Life is too short for this shit. Give me a call sometime before monday, and I'll see if maybe we can get together or something.

[cocainesmile]

When have you not been able to trust me? When have I ever did anything to be thought of as not being able to be trusted? What do we need to realize?? I just don't understand why you are so pissed at me. I had something to say and I said it, just like you would have.

[opheliachoking]

I'm not pissed anymore, I'm just.. I don't know. I guess I really just don't care at this point. Other than this issue, my life couldn't be going better. I've met someone who'll love me unconditionally, and who wants me around no matter what (my dad.) Needless to say, things are spectacular there. I'm too happy to let anything upset me or bring me down. I'm thru with that. If you want to talk, you know my number.