"thanks for months of sadness thanks for a life that's grey thanks for turning your back"
I can't even begin to put into words how it feels to know that you think I turned my back on you, or that I've caused you sadness. The one thing I've never wanted was to cause you hurt.
I have tried to be there for you. I have tried for your friendship. All I've ever wanted from you is for you to care about me just half as much as you care about her. You've constantly rejected me in one form or another. My decision was nothing against you. I tried to explain that. But you just called me melodramatic and closed your ears. I'm trying to do what you asked. You don't want me in your life. You said it yourself. I don't think you understand how much it hurts when you come back into my life, only to leave again. It's been a constant cycle ever since we broke up, and it hurts. You can call it melodrama all you want. I really don't care. If you want my friendship all you have to do is ask, but please, if you do, make sure it's what you really want.
Or...perhaps, I am mistaken, and once again, this has nothing to do with me, and everything to do with her.
thanks for a life that's grey
thanks for turning your back"
I can't even begin to put into words how it feels to know that you think I turned my back on you, or that I've caused you sadness. The one thing I've never wanted was to cause you hurt.
I have tried to be there for you. I have tried for your friendship. All I've ever wanted from you is for you to care about me just half as much as you care about her. You've constantly rejected me in one form or another.
My decision was nothing against you. I tried to explain that. But you just called me melodramatic and closed your ears. I'm trying to do what you asked. You don't want me in your life. You said it yourself.
I don't think you understand how much it hurts when you come back into my life, only to leave again. It's been a constant cycle ever since we broke up, and it hurts. You can call it melodrama all you want. I really don't care.
If you want my friendship all you have to do is ask, but please, if you do, make sure it's what you really want.
Or...perhaps, I am mistaken, and once again, this has nothing to do with me, and everything to do with her.
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