Nighty Night.
I wish Alpha female wasn't so needy. It's not my fault she has isolated herself from everyone else. I'm just too exhausted to deal with her whining and need to be baby sat all the time.
So yes. I'm being selfish and retiring to my room to rest despite her protests of "Are you leaving me alone?" If you considered sitting in the living room while I go to bed for the sake of my health and my sanity, alone then yes I damn well am.
I'm so jealous of other women who look up to their Alpha Females as someone who is a strong confident role model. I really wish I had that.
I feel guilty I that I think she is weak.
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So yes. I'm being selfish and retiring to my room to rest despite her protests of "Are you leaving me alone?" If you considered sitting in the living room while I go to bed for the sake of my health and my sanity, alone then yes I damn well am.
I'm so jealous of other women who look up to their Alpha Females as someone who is a strong confident role model. I really wish I had that.
I feel guilty I that I think she is weak.
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