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Cough and cold is getting better slowly. If I could just stay awake more it would be a bonus. I didn't wake up until 1pm today it's now 3pm and I could seriously just fall asleep right here writing.
I think I prefer insomnia, at least then I don't feel like my life is passing me by while I'm busy sleeping. The, not being able to function, part of insomnia is bitch but at least I'm semi-conscious.
I'd really like my life back sometime soon. I try not to think too often how I used to be. How much I used to travel, how I used to be the one who was first on and last off the dance floor, how full my calendar used to be a year in advance, how I used to get up at 3am if I couldn't sleep and dance around the living room while everyone else was sleeping, how I used to stand in the kitchen cooking for hours making complex meals, how I used to love taking photos and the camera was never too heavy for me to hold. That woman seems to have disappeared I hope she comes back because I can't figure out how to balance what I can do with what I want to be able to do. I not very good at being told I can't do things and just to accept it.
I joined AO3 ( Archive of our Own). It's got some great functions on it, like being able to mark fic's you want to read in the future,(which is something I've wished you could do on Wraithbait for ages) being able to give Kudos for fics is great because sometimes I just don't have the smarts to write a review worthy of the fic and the fact you can make a rec list is just such a time saver.
I've read well over two hundred SGA fics now so I'm quite sure what I like, good at recognizing what I consider to be good writer and styles I like so being able to list my favs and rec them at the same time is a joy because I'm sad and like to make lists.
I think I prefer insomnia, at least then I don't feel like my life is passing me by while I'm busy sleeping. The, not being able to function, part of insomnia is bitch but at least I'm semi-conscious.
I'd really like my life back sometime soon. I try not to think too often how I used to be. How much I used to travel, how I used to be the one who was first on and last off the dance floor, how full my calendar used to be a year in advance, how I used to get up at 3am if I couldn't sleep and dance around the living room while everyone else was sleeping, how I used to stand in the kitchen cooking for hours making complex meals, how I used to love taking photos and the camera was never too heavy for me to hold. That woman seems to have disappeared I hope she comes back because I can't figure out how to balance what I can do with what I want to be able to do. I not very good at being told I can't do things and just to accept it.
I joined AO3 ( Archive of our Own). It's got some great functions on it, like being able to mark fic's you want to read in the future,(which is something I've wished you could do on Wraithbait for ages) being able to give Kudos for fics is great because sometimes I just don't have the smarts to write a review worthy of the fic and the fact you can make a rec list is just such a time saver.
I've read well over two hundred SGA fics now so I'm quite sure what I like, good at recognizing what I consider to be good writer and styles I like so being able to list my favs and rec them at the same time is a joy because I'm sad and like to make lists.