Argh
I dont understand why, when im upset i let it consume me. Or why i cant seem to get away from it. Maybe i subconsciously dont want to. Who knows. Today was ok until i got home. My boss wasnt at work, so things were nice and relaxed. I got to watch an hour or so of Halloween. Its pretty good. After work i went to my friends allisons and troys house. They just got married about a week ago. But when i got home shit got weird. Jenn was online and she was drunk. And to top things off she was kathleen. They were bugging the shit outta me to take them to tourway. They got mad when i said no. I almost said some things i would regret, but luckily i held back. But then again, i kinda wish i would just say whats on my mind and not worry about the consequences. Ah..to be a kid again. When you can say and do what you want and the worst thing that can happen is, go to bed with out dessert. Kathleen and Jenn are coming to the movie theater tomorrow night as well. Lets hope that goes smoothly. Im not sure how i will handle it, but ill be ok. I gotta try to be friendly but not too friendly. So whateva.