le sigh
My check engine light came on today but when i went to autozone they told me not to worry about it and turned it off. Said it might be a bad O2 sensor or vacuum leak. Neither of which are anything to worry about. I should find out this friday or saturday if i got the days i requested off. I also learned an interesting little fact. A good friend of mine may be beating his gf. Id like to think he knows better than that. I really want to give him the benifet of the doubt but who knows. Thats some serious shit. If i found out that he is, theres going to be problems. I dont care what the situation is, thats never ok. I really want to believe he is a good person, buf if he did it, can he still be a good person? Do good people make those mistakes? I also got an email from the coach at bama again. It was just something sent out to people on a mailing list but it made me think. A busineess degree would be a good idea if i want to own a restaurant. Ive been back and for on this bullshit for months. I wonder what makes certain people realize exactly what they want. Why do some of us seem to have such a problem with decisions that others never even think twice about. My best friend told me she wnats me to go to bama even before i got this email. For now atleast im thinking about it like this. I have some friends at bama, some friends in bham, a few friends at MSU, all of these things being within 1.5 hours. Also the whole bball thing. I can cook when im 60, cant really play bball can i? I figure i have to do that while i can. I really want to add Olympic Gold Medalist to my resume. My coach always told me that i had the most natural talent hes seen, if i could just find a motivation. Once i get there, im sure he will light a fire under my ass and i will finally realize my potential. After high school i got calls from, Oklahoma, Oklahoma State, Edinboro College in PA, South Eastern wherever the hell that is, and University of Texas at Arlington. I realize now i should have gone somewhere but maybe i am getting a second chance. Eh, ill figure it out. P.S. Tom Waits is great music when youre thinking. My favorite lyric "Its colder than a well diggers ass"