thats so sad
hi im sad i dont know why. i really miss my friends and i miss everything and it just feels like everything is gone and i have nothing. i miss tess and are stupid things wed do like going to vons in our pajamas... running around town trying to get skinny..going to starbucks..going to the movies every friday...eating lots of junk food and watching lifetime...staying up all night taking pics...going to the mall with no money at all...liking retarded ass boys that made us cry 24/7..and so much more...and i miss kimberly...the one who was always there for me for absolutely anything..she helped me with everything you could think of since 4th grade... shes always there to talk to me about my stupid problems that arent even that big but i overreact and she understands and shes so wonderful and wed have fun at my house with debbie...and i miss debbie..the one who always knew what i was thinking or what i was going to say...she knew me so well and we could talk for hours about nothing...we were probably completely opposites in every way you could think of but we were unseperatable..i love her....and nancy...i just met nancy awhile ago..and i regret not talking to her sooner...she is the coolest ever...i miss walking home everyday from school with her..and our convos being " im bored" " me too " " ok meet u down the street in 5 mins"" k bye"...i miss going places with her and meeting all those retarded people we fell head over heals for...and that stupid girl who would always talk crap about us..and going to the movies..and always ending up sad because of something really retarded... like those stupid boys... singing with you..and calling that guy for guitar lessons... telling you absolutely everything that was on my mind...i miss you..then theres brittany...me and brittany werent always so close...and im sorry about that...but shes prolly the most bombest girl youll ever meet...shell tell you her opinion no matter how rude it might be..and it really does help...she was there for me when i was having problems with that "ONE GUY" and she always did my homework lol..she was so funny and could always make you smile...andrew w....he was so great.. he was so funny and fun to hang out with and he helped me out alot too...hed always walk me to my classes when i wanted him too and would always buy me things i wanted and would give me rides places and i loved him so much...jimmy...lol well that kid put me through alot..but in the end it was worth it...we ended up being good friends and im glad we didnt stop talking when we would like argue and stuff all the time...youre a cool kid to go to the movies with :)...amy d. and amy h....the coolest amy's in the world...we been through alot lol ive known amy d since like pre school and even though we started out bad this year everything was good..and amy h ...the coolest damn bitch to hang out with ever...shed always make you smile and was so nice..and omg...daniel...he was so funny and was such a jerk but u still loved him...even tho thanks to him the whole worlds seen my butt..he was the coolest kid ever..and im sorry about the weekend i left...i didnt mean to be such a bitch...ok well im tired..and i love you guys so much..