take my breath away
We got out of school at 10:00 am due to shitty weather.
Anywho, I went to Mankato with Jordan last night. I tried putting my make up on in his car. I probably still looked like shit though but Jordan said I looked good. HeHe. I told him not to look at me when I was doing it but yeah, he looked. He looked at me a lot which made me more self-conscious. I guess he also has a problem of not being able to watch the road. HAHA. There was one point where he was rubbing my leg up and down ...and well obviously that turns me on....but then he's like...okay i feel weird. haha. We went to the mall first. I kinda dragged him around, I felt bad about that. I checked out the prom dresses. Deb's prom dresses are incredibly ugly. We went to eat at Mazatlana or some shit like that, it's a mexican resturaunt. Holy shit, I got full so fucking fast. I was going to pay for my dinner but he did. When we were eating he tells me he wants to kiss me...I told him I had bad breath so at the counter he bought these Andy's Mints. We left the resturaunt and stopped at a street that wasn't busy and he's like ..let's kiss. I kept turning my head because I didn't want him to smell my breath but ah, he likes to use tongue. We then drove around for a long ass time because he couldn't find Tune Town. When we did find Tune Town, the store was fucking awesome. All the cds of bands that I listened to were there. I'm like fuck yah. We go back to Walmart so I can buy some blank cds and we start heading home...teen hormones then started to rage. It was a nice car ride. He's just so sweet and easygoing. We probably rushed some things...I shouldn't have done something but what's done is done.. It felt really warm and gushy when we held hands and my head was on his shoulders and his other arm was around me. I didn't want to go home right aways so we drove out of town just a tad bit and we made out. I'm thinking about losing it to him. I know you probably think oh, you're just rushing but I would feel comfortable losing it to him. I kept asking him 5 more minutes everytime he said he really had to go home. I hope he's not in trouble. I'm getting butterflies just thinking about him. I don't know what the fuck I'm getting myself into. I'm at peace with myself finally. I can see life at a better healthy angle. God, every time I think of him I think of those guys from Dazed and Confused. Fucking stoners <3
Love,
Lanna
Anywho, I went to Mankato with Jordan last night. I tried putting my make up on in his car. I probably still looked like shit though but Jordan said I looked good. HeHe. I told him not to look at me when I was doing it but yeah, he looked. He looked at me a lot which made me more self-conscious. I guess he also has a problem of not being able to watch the road. HAHA. There was one point where he was rubbing my leg up and down ...and well obviously that turns me on....but then he's like...okay i feel weird. haha. We went to the mall first. I kinda dragged him around, I felt bad about that. I checked out the prom dresses. Deb's prom dresses are incredibly ugly. We went to eat at Mazatlana or some shit like that, it's a mexican resturaunt. Holy shit, I got full so fucking fast. I was going to pay for my dinner but he did. When we were eating he tells me he wants to kiss me...I told him I had bad breath so at the counter he bought these Andy's Mints. We left the resturaunt and stopped at a street that wasn't busy and he's like ..let's kiss. I kept turning my head because I didn't want him to smell my breath but ah, he likes to use tongue. We then drove around for a long ass time because he couldn't find Tune Town. When we did find Tune Town, the store was fucking awesome. All the cds of bands that I listened to were there. I'm like fuck yah. We go back to Walmart so I can buy some blank cds and we start heading home...teen hormones then started to rage. It was a nice car ride. He's just so sweet and easygoing. We probably rushed some things...I shouldn't have done something but what's done is done.. It felt really warm and gushy when we held hands and my head was on his shoulders and his other arm was around me. I didn't want to go home right aways so we drove out of town just a tad bit and we made out. I'm thinking about losing it to him. I know you probably think oh, you're just rushing but I would feel comfortable losing it to him. I kept asking him 5 more minutes everytime he said he really had to go home. I hope he's not in trouble. I'm getting butterflies just thinking about him. I don't know what the fuck I'm getting myself into. I'm at peace with myself finally. I can see life at a better healthy angle. God, every time I think of him I think of those guys from Dazed and Confused. Fucking stoners <3
Love,
Lanna