Regret is my middle name
so i guess this car thing isnt as cool as one would think. first i lost my keys then i was half way back to the school til i was like hell i forgot i had a spare then i open my door and they're laying on my floor we got a couple laughs out of it but the whole ordeal wasn't my idea of a good start to a long situation. But i guess thats not the only bad thing. I guess sometimes curiousity becomes too great... I guess i went somewhere i shouldn't have been but i guess it made me grow... it made me realize a lot... on top of that all the driving around alone with out a stereo just wrapped this night up into one big package and served me a big plate of dog shit. But i guess it wasn't as much of a problem... I hate growing up. becuase no matter how much better it is when you're done there's just things you miss and things that you just wish you never learned. I learned a lot tonight. I've been feeling nostalgic every since... I need to do a lot of things and i need to get myself back on track. I just starting looking back and thinking and there is so much that i have done in the past 3 years that i have regretted... and this isnt like some emo phase im going through either its just me facing reality... but ive done a lot of things wrong and i wish i could change a lot of things but i cant... I guess i cant persuade people if they wont listen but then again i guess i wouldnt have ever listened unless i could have persuaded.. but now im going that extra length to change things... I just want to say sorry to everyone that i've ever done something that ive regretted and you all probably know who you are or you all could be completely oblivious but im still sorry.. but on a happier note i went over to dylans tonight... unfortunately i didnt have a lighter to set off artillary shells in his front yard... but hey hwat can you do... i drove from north fort myers to sanibel too and ran all my gas out... I really need to get a stereo too... im working on it but theres only so much you can do when you're moms sucking 800 bucks outta you a month... i almost wrecked again at no fault of my own either... jordans like go faster go faster and then all of a sudden the road ends? what the hell dont these sanibel kids know what they're doing? but anyways jacob wasnt even home for me to get my shoes back but thats ok cuz i just ordered new ones... but on the ride home i realize i miss all my friends and everytime i get into a relationship i completely lose contact with them and its not healthy at all... but i miss you all and i really need to get a hold of you and now im capable of getting around... but i guess im out... night y'all... thats right i said y'all BIATCH!