Where'd I leave off?
Okay so whats been up? I realize when i actually update my journal no ones interested and no one posts so i have a new rule that i can't make a new entry unless 10 people have posted a comment sound good ok? So i dont know when i last updated it was like 2 days again and i dont know what happend I remember a get together at ashleys house that was rather fun with adam being the only super vision.
Me: Tara Are you spending the night here
Lauren: she's spending the night with me
Tara's mom: yeah she just sleeps around everywhere
anyways lol we watched movies and ate pizza and drank cherry coke because "somebodies gotta drink it" right kelsey? :p. well needless to say she was trying to drink the wine and beer. haha. Alcoholics... wow laurens one too. I just realized that i turn all my friends into alcoholics when i asked salty why he wanted to drink so bad and realized he's only drank with me... and now he wants to get stoned whats up with this new stoned fad weed sucks drop the shit oh well i geuss enough people like it to illegally grow tons a year in the US along. But i guess its only illegal if you get caught. but that night was a lot of fun i was happy cuz i was around all of ashleys friends and not bothered at all actually... not that htey bother me it just gets hectic sometimes i love them all in their own little ways... kinda bothered me how i wanted to talk to her alone though and the 5 seconds we had were shortly interupted... but hey thats understandable... so then we tried to all go to the mall today because i was suppose to go school shopping. but i figured no one would come kelsey didnt ashley couldnt lauren and tara never showed up so i was like wow connors never gonna wake up so i just went back to bed... and tehn come to find out tara and lauren just went to the malls morons. But i'm deriving a plan to convince ashleys mom to let her spend the night. so then we can go to the mall on thursday maybe rudy will spend the night too. Anyone else that wants to go can show up at 7 am or just meet me there call my cell... but yeah that should be fun. So i woke up this morning watched a movie went to subway played ps2 with rudy and connor... might have already said that... but anyways that was fun drove connor home now im just kinda sistting around ashley's phone died im gonna get up early and go over there tomorrow... thinking of that makes me think of melissa thinking im obsessed with ashley. I miss mel her and i need to hang out but i dont know how thats going to work out. And so what if i prefer not to avidly express my feelings for her to everyone.. I guess thats how things get infered that i dont imply.. oh well. I hate how people decided that they can tell everyone everything you say and still expect you to keep telling them something. It bothers me that you can get into a "relationship" with someone and become friends with that persons friends and even though they have no trust for you and defy you expect you to still consider them friends. But at the slightest fault they accuse, harrase, even patronize you for it. just pisses me off... im not bitching though just stating. But yeah its like 230 and im bored and have nothing else to write... oh yeah maybe some new first for some people coming up around the corner. But now i just have to refrain myself from banging Ashley's mom :p. thatd be funny if she read that. Night later
Me: Tara Are you spending the night here
Lauren: she's spending the night with me
Tara's mom: yeah she just sleeps around everywhere
anyways lol we watched movies and ate pizza and drank cherry coke because "somebodies gotta drink it" right kelsey? :p. well needless to say she was trying to drink the wine and beer. haha. Alcoholics... wow laurens one too. I just realized that i turn all my friends into alcoholics when i asked salty why he wanted to drink so bad and realized he's only drank with me... and now he wants to get stoned whats up with this new stoned fad weed sucks drop the shit oh well i geuss enough people like it to illegally grow tons a year in the US along. But i guess its only illegal if you get caught. but that night was a lot of fun i was happy cuz i was around all of ashleys friends and not bothered at all actually... not that htey bother me it just gets hectic sometimes i love them all in their own little ways... kinda bothered me how i wanted to talk to her alone though and the 5 seconds we had were shortly interupted... but hey thats understandable... so then we tried to all go to the mall today because i was suppose to go school shopping. but i figured no one would come kelsey didnt ashley couldnt lauren and tara never showed up so i was like wow connors never gonna wake up so i just went back to bed... and tehn come to find out tara and lauren just went to the malls morons. But i'm deriving a plan to convince ashleys mom to let her spend the night. so then we can go to the mall on thursday maybe rudy will spend the night too. Anyone else that wants to go can show up at 7 am or just meet me there call my cell... but yeah that should be fun. So i woke up this morning watched a movie went to subway played ps2 with rudy and connor... might have already said that... but anyways that was fun drove connor home now im just kinda sistting around ashley's phone died im gonna get up early and go over there tomorrow... thinking of that makes me think of melissa thinking im obsessed with ashley. I miss mel her and i need to hang out but i dont know how thats going to work out. And so what if i prefer not to avidly express my feelings for her to everyone.. I guess thats how things get infered that i dont imply.. oh well. I hate how people decided that they can tell everyone everything you say and still expect you to keep telling them something. It bothers me that you can get into a "relationship" with someone and become friends with that persons friends and even though they have no trust for you and defy you expect you to still consider them friends. But at the slightest fault they accuse, harrase, even patronize you for it. just pisses me off... im not bitching though just stating. But yeah its like 230 and im bored and have nothing else to write... oh yeah maybe some new first for some people coming up around the corner. But now i just have to refrain myself from banging Ashley's mom :p. thatd be funny if she read that. Night later