Did that really just happen?
Have i actually understood??
....im going out with Matt Harris?!?!!?!??!???!??!!!?!??!!
YOU BEST BELIEVE IT!!!... i still cant!
Okay...i'll tell ya'll what happened.
So, today was my last day of music man and i was kinda upset for that. But i went off the deep end when Matt and Paula and Rachel and Dana kept hanging out and leaving me alone. I mean, they've done it the ENTIRE run, but it was the last straw!! so i was crying and matt noticed and got really worried. I was kinda annoyed with him, and telling him i didnt wanna talk about it and he kept pushing it, telling me that he felt like crap cuz it obviously had to do with him. So i told him what was up and he said that in all honesty, the stage ppl have said that he might become a distraction towards me and i'd miss cues. And i was like BULL CRAP, i have no cues to miss!! hes like, yea thats what i told them! so we talked about how he wanted to be with me and visit, but he had stuff to do and ppl were telling him to stop visiting me. I was still crying but i thought, jeez, now that i got him here alone, i should prolly talk to him about the whole "going out" situation. You know, how i was waiting to go out with him when i got to music man, and was dissapointed because it never happened.
he said that he really REALLY wanted to, but he wanted to be fair to me, because im going to be gone most of the summer and he doesnt want me to feel like im "tied down". Also, he was worried about EFY, the co-ed camp im going to in utah. Hes like "what if you meet a guy out there? then im screwed.." I said that i think we could make it work and that im used to long distance relationships, then we had to go!!
At the end of the night, before he left, hes like "REally quick, heres the question, do you wanna start going out NOW or when school starts?" and i honestly was too flustered by this question to give him a straight answer, tho i knew that i WANTED to. He had to leave quickly so hes like "if you dont give me an answer, im walking TO THE DOOR RIGHT NOW..." and i was just like "YES"
"Yes what?"
"yes, i wanna start now."
"Really?"
"Yeah...i mean, if thats what you want..."
"Well, yeah. Im gonna miss you tho."
*hug*
him "Have a good summer"
*hug*
"I'll write you, i SWEAR"
*hug*
"...bye!"
*kiss*
then he left!!
So its offical!! it only took what...9 months to ACTUALLY get to this point? I know we're both REALLY busy, but i think it'll work out. :) HAPPY ME!!
....im going out with Matt Harris?!?!!?!??!???!??!!!?!??!!
YOU BEST BELIEVE IT!!!... i still cant!
Okay...i'll tell ya'll what happened.
So, today was my last day of music man and i was kinda upset for that. But i went off the deep end when Matt and Paula and Rachel and Dana kept hanging out and leaving me alone. I mean, they've done it the ENTIRE run, but it was the last straw!! so i was crying and matt noticed and got really worried. I was kinda annoyed with him, and telling him i didnt wanna talk about it and he kept pushing it, telling me that he felt like crap cuz it obviously had to do with him. So i told him what was up and he said that in all honesty, the stage ppl have said that he might become a distraction towards me and i'd miss cues. And i was like BULL CRAP, i have no cues to miss!! hes like, yea thats what i told them! so we talked about how he wanted to be with me and visit, but he had stuff to do and ppl were telling him to stop visiting me. I was still crying but i thought, jeez, now that i got him here alone, i should prolly talk to him about the whole "going out" situation. You know, how i was waiting to go out with him when i got to music man, and was dissapointed because it never happened.
he said that he really REALLY wanted to, but he wanted to be fair to me, because im going to be gone most of the summer and he doesnt want me to feel like im "tied down". Also, he was worried about EFY, the co-ed camp im going to in utah. Hes like "what if you meet a guy out there? then im screwed.." I said that i think we could make it work and that im used to long distance relationships, then we had to go!!
At the end of the night, before he left, hes like "REally quick, heres the question, do you wanna start going out NOW or when school starts?" and i honestly was too flustered by this question to give him a straight answer, tho i knew that i WANTED to. He had to leave quickly so hes like "if you dont give me an answer, im walking TO THE DOOR RIGHT NOW..." and i was just like "YES"
"Yes what?"
"yes, i wanna start now."
"Really?"
"Yeah...i mean, if thats what you want..."
"Well, yeah. Im gonna miss you tho."
*hug*
him "Have a good summer"
*hug*
"I'll write you, i SWEAR"
*hug*
"...bye!"
*kiss*
then he left!!
So its offical!! it only took what...9 months to ACTUALLY get to this point? I know we're both REALLY busy, but i think it'll work out. :) HAPPY ME!!