I Need Variety
Well, i stayed home sick today, whoopie!
I've been kinda annoyed with life lately. I mean, just sick and tired of doing the SAME THING everyday.
have you ever seen the movie "Groundhogs Day"? Well, if you have, thats how i feel. Like EVERY SINGLE DAY is exactally the same as the last. It's like i have no variety in life at all! I guess i feel that way because i havent been in a show for a few weeks. In a show, every rehursal and every performance turns out different. Someone drops a line, something goes cold, props and sound stops working. ITs all exciting to me. BUt for now, all i do is go to church, school and drivers ed. And sumtimes to voice lesson. I feel like i have no social life or something! I mean, even at lunch, i sit with the same people at the same table in the same seats every day. Before school, same thing. Every class just feels the same to me. Im just bored with life right now, i guess. I need variety.
Anyway, as you can tell, not much is new with me. I wrote a letter to matt that was like 8 pages long, lol. i sent it in the mail. Im such a nerd. Im slowly giving up on my Luke-hunt. I dont wanna chase him anymore, im getting kinda sick of it. Matt, on the other hand, i am not sick of chasing him cuz he shares some of the same feelings toward me as i do for him (or so it seems).
Im so glad its march, yet march is such a scary month. i like it because we only have april,may, and part of June until schools out. The year went by sorta fast, i guess. Quicker than last year. Its also a scary month because i have Music Man auditions at the Theater Guild, Solo and Ensomble Contests, and Bradford Auditions, things i have been working on for MONTHS, and its finally deadline time. SO im slightly nervous.
I'd like to live life like a fairy tale. Like in Princess Diaries or Aladin or something. I wish i could just, i dunno, leave the life i have for a while and do something else. I feel so trapped and confined. I want to be FREE!
I guess im just going to have to wait till spring vacation...
I've been kinda annoyed with life lately. I mean, just sick and tired of doing the SAME THING everyday.
have you ever seen the movie "Groundhogs Day"? Well, if you have, thats how i feel. Like EVERY SINGLE DAY is exactally the same as the last. It's like i have no variety in life at all! I guess i feel that way because i havent been in a show for a few weeks. In a show, every rehursal and every performance turns out different. Someone drops a line, something goes cold, props and sound stops working. ITs all exciting to me. BUt for now, all i do is go to church, school and drivers ed. And sumtimes to voice lesson. I feel like i have no social life or something! I mean, even at lunch, i sit with the same people at the same table in the same seats every day. Before school, same thing. Every class just feels the same to me. Im just bored with life right now, i guess. I need variety.
Anyway, as you can tell, not much is new with me. I wrote a letter to matt that was like 8 pages long, lol. i sent it in the mail. Im such a nerd. Im slowly giving up on my Luke-hunt. I dont wanna chase him anymore, im getting kinda sick of it. Matt, on the other hand, i am not sick of chasing him cuz he shares some of the same feelings toward me as i do for him (or so it seems).
Im so glad its march, yet march is such a scary month. i like it because we only have april,may, and part of June until schools out. The year went by sorta fast, i guess. Quicker than last year. Its also a scary month because i have Music Man auditions at the Theater Guild, Solo and Ensomble Contests, and Bradford Auditions, things i have been working on for MONTHS, and its finally deadline time. SO im slightly nervous.
I'd like to live life like a fairy tale. Like in Princess Diaries or Aladin or something. I wish i could just, i dunno, leave the life i have for a while and do something else. I feel so trapped and confined. I want to be FREE!
I guess im just going to have to wait till spring vacation...