it's time

Aug 13, 2007 00:15

i can't believe i'm really doing this.
i can't believe it's really over.
i spent my entire year as a nineteen year old here, and i aged decades in the process.

i've always wanted to be someone who could "walk through things with dignity and grace."
i just never saw myself that way.
in kellie's letter to me, those are the exact words she used.
i have become who i wanted to become.
and it's time to leave.

these people that i'm leaving though...
i start to tear up just thinking about it.
my heart is scattered in a million little pieces around orange county.

i am excited for napa.
i am looking forward to it, actually, and surprisingly.

but honestly,
is this really happening?
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