i see his eyes rolling back in his head

[opera_remix]

things are good right now, but everything is very intense.
leaving is intense.
the boy(s) are intense.
my thoughts are intense.
but it's all in a good way.

i have been really attracted to girls this week.

fuck fuck fuck the last time i packed up all of my things i was leaving for rehab.
and it was a year ago.
i'm stirring up all of these old emotions.
i can't believe how much i've changed.

oh, and the best news of the day...
i learned how to hard boil eggs!!