"im just a dumb girl, a dumb dumb dumb girl...thats what i am, yeah, yeah"
ughh sometimes i can be such a fucking idiot! when things actually begin to go good for me it never lasts. in the back of my mind i knew it all, i knew things werent real but i didnt want to believe it and i refused to listen to anyone but myself, the part of me that liked being happy not knowing. i want to be told things that are meant honestly. ignorance IS fucking bliss...
this isnt like me, ive never been this naive........