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last night i called like to try to find my password for this, coz she set it up for me and i was hoping she is smarter than i am, but she didnt answer. but i found it on a sheet right by my computer, so oh well. but i was so happy to call ali, we had totally lost touch. you arent supposed to loose touch with somebody who is that close with you. she is like my sister more than anything else. we fight, but at the core we absolutly love eachother and would be a mess without eachother. (we realized that..in houston) but ali didnt answer, but her answering machine is the funnist thing EVER. i love it. i gave her number to tons of people so they could call it, sorry doll. i never update this thing..i should start again. anyway this summer has been too amazing. Riles and I went to Galveston, oops maybe i spelled that wrong. yes it is a little dirty, but god, it is so much fun. then on our way back riles sister decided we should stop in austin. so our one week beach trip turned into like 10 days. but it was so worth it. austin is the best city ever. it was such an awesome way to start off summer. when i got back my mom had a 'surprise' for me. she wanted to take carly riley and i to ATLANTIS. i was like whatt! where did this GREAT idea come from? so then in mid june we left for a week in paradise. i cannot explain how AMAZING it is. OH MY GOD. i love it there so much. i mnet so many people and we just had safe fun i would say. just swam and tanned, it turned into like a minifamily. it was amazing. we returned and i had my spring break tan back! YeAHH! matt surprised me and was at my house when i got home and he had made dinner for me. so my parents left so we could eat it and relax together. it was so amazing. i am so lucky to have him im not even kidding. he told me all about the warped tour, since i had missed it. anyway so i just hung out with tons of different kids all week then suddenly, it was days away from fourth of july!! well for fourth of july matt and i went to this lake thats like a half hour..west? it was really great to be with him alone all day, he owns a boat but we rented other toys and such. then at night we invited some people, which turned into like 50, down to the lake. it was so much fun! i didnt have a curfew coz i wasnt sleeping at my house, so i was worry free too. matt thought it would be safest to stay at the lake and not drive home that late, what a smart boy, so the two of us slept at the lake. we got to watch the sunrise and cuddled all night. it was so fantastic. i really love matt. i dont want him to leave in a year. i am going with him i decided. heh.. but we will make the best of this year. hes amazing. every girl should be jealous. in the morning we went to a little bed and breakfast for breakfast. it was so cute. i was obsessed. then i had to go home. and babysit. for a long time. my mom is like now linds, you know you cant have people over and they cant do drugs in its crib. what a NOT funny joke. but then at like 7 i was able to leave .. but nothing was going on. so i decided lets have a big giant sleepover with the best girls ever. so carly riley brina and corry came to my house. it was so typical of us, at 11 we got bored and were like, lets leave. so we snuck out. hhaha. the next week i tanned and slept, so i could rest up for our bigg trip. corry and her family thought it would be super nice to take me along on their nice trip. i was extatic. we went to CALIFORNIA. first we went to newport beach for 5 days. then we went down to Rancho Santa..something, which was too nice for partying. hah. but we did get out one night to go to a delmar get together. reeeally fun :o). then to end it, we went to MISSION BEACH!! it was..too amazing. the hotel looked too shitty when we drove up, but it was RIGHT on mission boardwalk..which we didnt know at first. and the rooms were cute on the inside. haha every hotel we were at we got rooms on the bottom floor. for sneaking out. it was so fun. i really enjoyed hanging out with corry for that long, like 2 and a half weeks. it was so great. then i got back and my family wanted to go on a family vacation of their own. and i could invite one friend. so i was like BRINA! i havent seen you all summer, come suffer with my family with me? she did. we went to the florida keys. it was..amazing. my family has this obsession with florida, im not kidding. its the only place we ever go. and when they leave me home when they vacation, they go to florida. i was like why dont we move there? my mom is like, hunny if we moved then it wouldnt be the same. im like well you practically live there already. she got mad. oops. but anyway, florida was awesome. 2 weeks of beach. beautiful. thankgod i had brina. otherwise i woulda DIED. so..ive been back for..a week? i dont know. this summer was amazing. i wasnt in tyler much, but i still got to vacation with all my favorite girls. not enough time with matt, but the time we did have together was so memorable. i cant even explain. oh my.. i am in love. i can say that confidently now. before i loved him, now i am in love. we are approaching 10 months together. its amazing. what a great 10 months it has been. seriously..

well ali just called so im out with an abrupt ending

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