the box
after 7+ years I finally did it.
I got rid of my Louie box.
that thing took over such a huge space in my closet.
Im not going to lie I didn't just chuck it into the trash.
I went through everything in it first.
I had not realized how many stuffed animals he gave me over the years.
the majority of the box was stuffed teddy bears, monkeys, elmos lol.
I kept some of the weirdest things too.
so many dumb notes and letters.
flyers from all his bands' shows.
every ticket from the concerts & movies we went to.
who fucking keeps every movie tickets.
That 4 year anniversary wood heart was almost indestructible.
I kept trying to break it, burn it, cut it ... eventually i hammered it to pieces.
I held on to the box for so long because I always hoped we would get back together.
the romantic in me always thought we would eventually cross paths again
I guess its pretty dumb to think that something so ridiculous would happen.
I blame all those mother effin tv shows I watched as a kid.
Sabrina the teenage witch ended up with Harvey
Topanga married Cory.
Joey had Pacey.
Donna and Eric.
Zack and Kelly
Seth and Summer
man even Urkel ended with with Laura Winslow.
In real life that just doesnt happen.
So it was necessary for me to move on.
I got rid of my Louie box.
that thing took over such a huge space in my closet.
Im not going to lie I didn't just chuck it into the trash.
I went through everything in it first.
I had not realized how many stuffed animals he gave me over the years.
the majority of the box was stuffed teddy bears, monkeys, elmos lol.
I kept some of the weirdest things too.
so many dumb notes and letters.
flyers from all his bands' shows.
every ticket from the concerts & movies we went to.
who fucking keeps every movie tickets.
That 4 year anniversary wood heart was almost indestructible.
I kept trying to break it, burn it, cut it ... eventually i hammered it to pieces.
I held on to the box for so long because I always hoped we would get back together.
the romantic in me always thought we would eventually cross paths again
I guess its pretty dumb to think that something so ridiculous would happen.
I blame all those mother effin tv shows I watched as a kid.
Sabrina the teenage witch ended up with Harvey
Topanga married Cory.
Joey had Pacey.
Donna and Eric.
Zack and Kelly
Seth and Summer
man even Urkel ended with with Laura Winslow.
In real life that just doesnt happen.
So it was necessary for me to move on.