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There's a voice in the back of my head, nagging at me, questioning whether asking Seb to fill in for Illya was a good idea. He enjoys this far more than he says he does. He has a knack for it that I feel like I'm lacking.
Or maybe I've just been listening too much to the words of other people.
I'm getting tired of hearing "whoa, so you're married to her?" I'm not a prize he won somewhere along the way. I'm getting tired of being passed over in interviews. Nobody wants to hear what I have to say; they've all forgotten that this is my band. I'm just there to look pretty and to keep my kid out of the way.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really cut out for this.
[a/n: so current timeline Lang is going to take a break before she gets into any more arguments... but I'm trying to explore that Gravitational Collapse storyline I set up. I'm trying to get back into that headspace and it's difficult, so bare with me.]
Or maybe I've just been listening too much to the words of other people.
I'm getting tired of hearing "whoa, so you're married to her?" I'm not a prize he won somewhere along the way. I'm getting tired of being passed over in interviews. Nobody wants to hear what I have to say; they've all forgotten that this is my band. I'm just there to look pretty and to keep my kid out of the way.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really cut out for this.
[a/n: so current timeline Lang is going to take a break before she gets into any more arguments... but I'm trying to explore that Gravitational Collapse storyline I set up. I'm trying to get back into that headspace and it's difficult, so bare with me.]